Friday, May 22, 2009


I've been fucked up this whole day. I'm numb as fuck and just drained right now.

There's too many dirty girls. haha. Grimy ass bitches.

Thursday, May 21, 2009


Regular day, kinda. Was leanin' hard in the morning. smoked after school. Today, reminded me how much I love weed, I had kind of forgotten due to recent boring smoke seshes.

Mastodon and The Number Twelve Looks Like You is all I've been listening to lately. It's been awesome haha.

Sunday, May 17, 2009


Hey guyz. I'm tired as fuck. I didn't get any sleep last night because of Tee's bitch ass dog hahah.

Lord Quas.

ahh hell yess. peace.

Friday, May 15, 2009


Walt Thizzney whass goood???

Thursday, May 14, 2009


Currently zooted.

Just finished Sophomore Exhibition essay. Nigs thought I couldn't do it. Fuck em'.

Honey Bunches of Oats with strawberries...dayum... ya' already know.

The best feelings in life come through in little things:
-Morning Stog
-Red Starbursts
-The feeling you get when the perfect song comes on shuffle
-The cold side of the pillow
-75 degree weather
-Full moons
-Clear, windless nights
-Having dro
-Texting multiple girls in bed before you sleep
-new white tees


Wednesday, May 13, 2009


I'm dead right now.

I want to make a top album list; a list that shows the albums that changed my life. Cause I fucking can.

7. Miles Davis- Bitches Brew

Waking up to this album everyday on vinyl for a year can fuck with you, in the best way possible. The most creative thing your ears will ever hear...

6. Madvillain- Madvillainy

The best hip-hop record ever made. That's all.

5. Andre Nickatina- Raven In My Eyes

Nicky's best. The beats and the lyrics are fucking wild.

4. of Montreal- Hissing Fauna, Are You the Destroyer?

If you think this music is "gay" you're a fucking retard. This is the most G album I've ever heard. More G than anything!

3. Dr.Dre- Chronic 2001

The album that got me into rap. My mom bought me this album when I was 8 and I had no idea what these niggas were talking about, but I still fucking loved it.

2. The Mars Volta- Amputechture

The story about some crazy Mexican nuns. This shit is so twisted and weird as fuck. Definitely got me into Progressive Rock.

1. Radiohead- Kid A

First heard this album back when it came out in 2000 then listened to it again in 2007 and it blew my fucking mind. I can talk about how intricate and complex this album is for days.


Tuesday, May 12, 2009


I'm done trying to get with this girl at school.

^^^This is more like what I need. haha.

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Writing for yesterday, since I now understand how my trip was today.

I arrived at Tristan's house at 4:15 to soon await James, Tristan, and Patrik. I was nervous as fuck at whether I got skimped or not since I know really nothing about how much 3 8ths of shrooms are.. Was told they were fucking hella; then my beautiful experience began.

It took me about 7 minutes to eat the 4 stems and 2 caps because they tasted so fucking gross. The effects of feeling extremely high on weed came within only 20 min and visuals and the numb feeling all over my body began in only 30 min. I had no idea that I would feel so disoriented with my body. Mind and body were completely different thing and it was so wild.

At Tristan's house I felt like I was on hundreds of different trips. Outside I felt like I was a human-drug experiment where everyone who was sober was just observing my actions on shrooms. Inside the house, all I saw were things moving, spinning, and different faces everywhere. In the backyard we were all on a Mexican villa just talking and attempting to hookah but I had no idea what I was doing with the hookah, it just felt so misplaced. Further in the backyard, it felt like we were all kids that were stuck on a strange island with crazy plants and swings that would just do crazy shit.

I kept on having to stare down at myself to remind myself that I was still all intact since my mind and body were not together. Everything was insanely numb. I couldn't talk at all.

During the comedown, I felt like I needed to put all my pieces in life back together. And with each thing, I needed to think deeply on and thats what I did. I started to think about school life and how horrible it has gotten. People change so dramatically in so little time. I don't know if I have changed, or the people around me have changed or both. I just miss how things used to be. I have gotten closer with new people and have grown further apart with my old friends. I don't even want to be around with some of my old friends for I feel that they're extremely fake to me now. I'm pretty sure I'm just maturing faster than they are, but its pissing me off. What I used to see as mature and intelligent people I now see as stupid little kids who abuse a feeling of unnatural euphoria.

In the end though, shrooms don't even seem like a drug. They're taken to be given as a spiritual method of getting closer with yourself and others. It was great shit.

Thursday, May 7, 2009


Today, I was thinking about how I know almost no one at my school. I see the same people everyday and I wonder what they think about me under first impression. I'm not really open to people like I want to be. I even catch myself mugging people while walking passed them. haha. I want to be friends with everyone! hahah. I'm a chill ass mo'fucka.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009


Even though in my last post I posted about my admiration for drugs; I think I'm going to cut down.

The girl I like now is a girl who I rarely talk to anymore. That will change though. We liked each other last year, but things never really worked out. I think she's fucking beautiful, so I'm going to start talking to her again. She doesn't smoke or anything but I don't even care.

Fuck portfolio work shit.

King of the Hill is the best show on TV. Better than South Park and Family Guy.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


Maestra! its impossible to listen to grindcore on low volume!

Stoners always end up finding weed no matter what. We just have to remain optimistic.

So, today sucked ass until 6th period when I popped a red scorpion. Everyone thought it was going to be fake, but I chewed up and it hit hard. After school, I was trying to smoke like every time I pop. I didn't ask to go to Mac's house because I heard they just wanted a small group so I didn't bother even asking. Me and Anthony asked Sal if he had weed and he said he was about to go smoke then. We were gonna go until we found out gay people were going. Fuck that. So went on an adventure to find weed while still pretty on. Tried calling mad people but no one answered. So we just chilled around DC for like half an hour until we found 2 ghetto niggas and asked if they had weed. haha. We played the stereotype game right and they said they were on their way to buying dro, so I gave them $20 so we could a dub upon return. I was skeptical as fuck whether to give them the money or not, but I just asked for dudes number just to assure that we would get the weed. So we waited at Taco Bell near Ranch 99 for half an hour and long and behold n/h we got out treez! And we smoked them nugs! And we got high! and now I'm hungry as tits! Fuck you all. I'm high and I fucking love it.

Because I luv drugs! IDGAF.

Sunday, May 3, 2009


My weekends usually really fail. I rarely ever do anything since I suck at planning things with people. Because of this I'm actually scared for summer. Hopefully, tons of fun shit goes down this summer though.

Octahedron, the new Mars Volta album is coming out on June 23rd. People get ready for me talking about them non-stop again. I really hope this album is better than The Bedlam in Goliath. That was an alright album, but it just got boring after awhile. Also, this year's Outside Land's Music Festival will be having The Mars Volta, which is some great shit. The only bad thing is the headlining bands suck ass. Fuck Dave Matthew's Band and Pearl Jam... the fuck.

Dr. Pepper is great.

Two videos for the fuck of it..