Crazy day.
Free my nigga Jackson.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
26.
3 bowls of God's Gift had me feeling great all of yesterday. Definitely one of my favorite strains now.
Movies and albums that perfectly match are the fucking best.
The Wizard of Oz + Dark Side of the Moon = amazing.
Fantasia + Ok Computer = even more amazing.
Summer is getting better and better and that shit makes me happy.
Movies and albums that perfectly match are the fucking best.
The Wizard of Oz + Dark Side of the Moon = amazing.
Fantasia + Ok Computer = even more amazing.
Summer is getting better and better and that shit makes me happy.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
24.
Currently blasteddd. I'm called my dad for a ride and he knew I was high and he kept on calling weed skunk and he got mad because I kept laughing haha, it was funny as fuck tho. I gotta get $45 for an 8th for when I stay at my grandma's. How the fuck is that gonna happen?
Friday, June 19, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
22.
Monday June 15, 2009 was a weird fucking day. Today I woke up feeling like shit, which is nothing new, but I was just out of it. Similar to the day after heavy drinking or popping. I wasn't hungry at all and didn't want to talk to anyone; I didn't respond to any if my texts or calls for no reason.
An hour later I took a shower and that cleared my thoughts. I went upstairs and told my dad that I wanted to go for a car ride. I didn't care where we went I just didn't want to stay home. My dad found out yesterday that I smoke by smelling weed in my room and all he said was don't smoke in the house, smoke outside or you can even smoke in my(dad's) car. He said he also knew because of the "trippy" music he knows I listen to. He thought there would be no way possible I couldn't have smoked the ganja with that shit going in my ears. So, during the car ride I talked to him about drugs and he told me he smokes occasionally and that was a crazy moment for me because I would have never known. He also told me about a time he dropped acid at a party he went to in '71 when he was 17 and that was some crazy shit.
Later in the day I tried talking to a few people and they all seemed to be in a bitch ass mood. To me being in a bitch ass mood is when you IM someone and when u ask "whats up?" they reply "nm u?" fuck that shit. If you're going to be a bitch and respond by saying shit like that you shouldn't even be using a social messaging service! I don't even think I should be that mad at that, but I am. Fuck it.
Sometimes I think I'm the type of person that you can't hate. I'm not a cocky bitch or anything. I just try so hard sometimes to be admired by everyone. If I were to find out that someone hated me or even disliked me it would be a wtf moment for me. But, I'm in high school; the place where people would "hate" you for the stupidest reasons.
I'm going to try to get back into reading again. Lately, I've been feeling stupid for not reading as much as I used to. Books will give me new insight on shit. I like having that.
Fuck the world.
An hour later I took a shower and that cleared my thoughts. I went upstairs and told my dad that I wanted to go for a car ride. I didn't care where we went I just didn't want to stay home. My dad found out yesterday that I smoke by smelling weed in my room and all he said was don't smoke in the house, smoke outside or you can even smoke in my(dad's) car. He said he also knew because of the "trippy" music he knows I listen to. He thought there would be no way possible I couldn't have smoked the ganja with that shit going in my ears. So, during the car ride I talked to him about drugs and he told me he smokes occasionally and that was a crazy moment for me because I would have never known. He also told me about a time he dropped acid at a party he went to in '71 when he was 17 and that was some crazy shit.
Later in the day I tried talking to a few people and they all seemed to be in a bitch ass mood. To me being in a bitch ass mood is when you IM someone and when u ask "whats up?" they reply "nm u?" fuck that shit. If you're going to be a bitch and respond by saying shit like that you shouldn't even be using a social messaging service! I don't even think I should be that mad at that, but I am. Fuck it.
Sometimes I think I'm the type of person that you can't hate. I'm not a cocky bitch or anything. I just try so hard sometimes to be admired by everyone. If I were to find out that someone hated me or even disliked me it would be a wtf moment for me. But, I'm in high school; the place where people would "hate" you for the stupidest reasons.
I'm going to try to get back into reading again. Lately, I've been feeling stupid for not reading as much as I used to. Books will give me new insight on shit. I like having that.
Fuck the world.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
21.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
19.
Its been awhile. School's almost over, I'll probably miss it by the second week off haha. I already know it.
This summer will hopefully be filled with everyday drug use.
Friday is all I want, that half o of super silver haze is calling my fucking name to smoke all that THC! fucking titz!
I must see them live!:
This summer will hopefully be filled with everyday drug use.
Friday is all I want, that half o of super silver haze is calling my fucking name to smoke all that THC! fucking titz!
I must see them live!:
Friday, May 22, 2009
18.
I've been fucked up this whole day. I'm numb as fuck and just drained right now.
There's too many dirty girls. haha. Grimy ass bitches.
There's too many dirty girls. haha. Grimy ass bitches.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
17.
Regular day, kinda. Was leanin' hard in the morning. smoked after school. Today, reminded me how much I love weed, I had kind of forgotten due to recent boring smoke seshes.
Mastodon and The Number Twelve Looks Like You is all I've been listening to lately. It's been awesome haha.
Mastodon and The Number Twelve Looks Like You is all I've been listening to lately. It's been awesome haha.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
16.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
14.
Currently zooted.
Just finished Sophomore Exhibition essay. Nigs thought I couldn't do it. Fuck em'.
Honey Bunches of Oats with strawberries...dayum... ya' already know.
The best feelings in life come through in little things:
-Morning Stog
-Red Starbursts
-The feeling you get when the perfect song comes on shuffle
-The cold side of the pillow
-75 degree weather
-Full moons
-Clear, windless nights
-Having dro
-Texting multiple girls in bed before you sleep
-new white tees
Late.
Just finished Sophomore Exhibition essay. Nigs thought I couldn't do it. Fuck em'.
Honey Bunches of Oats with strawberries...dayum... ya' already know.
The best feelings in life come through in little things:
-Morning Stog
-Red Starbursts
-The feeling you get when the perfect song comes on shuffle
-The cold side of the pillow
-75 degree weather
-Full moons
-Clear, windless nights
-Having dro
-Texting multiple girls in bed before you sleep
-new white tees
Late.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
13.
I'm dead right now.
I want to make a top album list; a list that shows the albums that changed my life. Cause I fucking can.
7. Miles Davis- Bitches Brew
Waking up to this album everyday on vinyl for a year can fuck with you, in the best way possible. The most creative thing your ears will ever hear...
6. Madvillain- Madvillainy
The best hip-hop record ever made. That's all.
5. Andre Nickatina- Raven In My Eyes
Nicky's best. The beats and the lyrics are fucking wild.
4. of Montreal- Hissing Fauna, Are You the Destroyer?
If you think this music is "gay" you're a fucking retard. This is the most G album I've ever heard. More G than anything!
3. Dr.Dre- Chronic 2001
The album that got me into rap. My mom bought me this album when I was 8 and I had no idea what these niggas were talking about, but I still fucking loved it.
2. The Mars Volta- Amputechture
The story about some crazy Mexican nuns. This shit is so twisted and weird as fuck. Definitely got me into Progressive Rock.
1. Radiohead- Kid A
First heard this album back when it came out in 2000 then listened to it again in 2007 and it blew my fucking mind. I can talk about how intricate and complex this album is for days.
Out.
I want to make a top album list; a list that shows the albums that changed my life. Cause I fucking can.
7. Miles Davis- Bitches Brew
Waking up to this album everyday on vinyl for a year can fuck with you, in the best way possible. The most creative thing your ears will ever hear...
6. Madvillain- Madvillainy
The best hip-hop record ever made. That's all.
5. Andre Nickatina- Raven In My Eyes
Nicky's best. The beats and the lyrics are fucking wild.
4. of Montreal- Hissing Fauna, Are You the Destroyer?
If you think this music is "gay" you're a fucking retard. This is the most G album I've ever heard. More G than anything!
3. Dr.Dre- Chronic 2001
The album that got me into rap. My mom bought me this album when I was 8 and I had no idea what these niggas were talking about, but I still fucking loved it.
2. The Mars Volta- Amputechture
The story about some crazy Mexican nuns. This shit is so twisted and weird as fuck. Definitely got me into Progressive Rock.
1. Radiohead- Kid A
First heard this album back when it came out in 2000 then listened to it again in 2007 and it blew my fucking mind. I can talk about how intricate and complex this album is for days.
Out.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
11.
Writing for yesterday, since I now understand how my trip was today.
I arrived at Tristan's house at 4:15 to soon await James, Tristan, and Patrik. I was nervous as fuck at whether I got skimped or not since I know really nothing about how much 3 8ths of shrooms are.. Was told they were fucking hella; then my beautiful experience began.
It took me about 7 minutes to eat the 4 stems and 2 caps because they tasted so fucking gross. The effects of feeling extremely high on weed came within only 20 min and visuals and the numb feeling all over my body began in only 30 min. I had no idea that I would feel so disoriented with my body. Mind and body were completely different thing and it was so wild.
At Tristan's house I felt like I was on hundreds of different trips. Outside I felt like I was a human-drug experiment where everyone who was sober was just observing my actions on shrooms. Inside the house, all I saw were things moving, spinning, and different faces everywhere. In the backyard we were all on a Mexican villa just talking and attempting to hookah but I had no idea what I was doing with the hookah, it just felt so misplaced. Further in the backyard, it felt like we were all kids that were stuck on a strange island with crazy plants and swings that would just do crazy shit.
I kept on having to stare down at myself to remind myself that I was still all intact since my mind and body were not together. Everything was insanely numb. I couldn't talk at all.
During the comedown, I felt like I needed to put all my pieces in life back together. And with each thing, I needed to think deeply on and thats what I did. I started to think about school life and how horrible it has gotten. People change so dramatically in so little time. I don't know if I have changed, or the people around me have changed or both. I just miss how things used to be. I have gotten closer with new people and have grown further apart with my old friends. I don't even want to be around with some of my old friends for I feel that they're extremely fake to me now. I'm pretty sure I'm just maturing faster than they are, but its pissing me off. What I used to see as mature and intelligent people I now see as stupid little kids who abuse a feeling of unnatural euphoria.
In the end though, shrooms don't even seem like a drug. They're taken to be given as a spiritual method of getting closer with yourself and others. It was great shit.
I arrived at Tristan's house at 4:15 to soon await James, Tristan, and Patrik. I was nervous as fuck at whether I got skimped or not since I know really nothing about how much 3 8ths of shrooms are.. Was told they were fucking hella; then my beautiful experience began.
It took me about 7 minutes to eat the 4 stems and 2 caps because they tasted so fucking gross. The effects of feeling extremely high on weed came within only 20 min and visuals and the numb feeling all over my body began in only 30 min. I had no idea that I would feel so disoriented with my body. Mind and body were completely different thing and it was so wild.
At Tristan's house I felt like I was on hundreds of different trips. Outside I felt like I was a human-drug experiment where everyone who was sober was just observing my actions on shrooms. Inside the house, all I saw were things moving, spinning, and different faces everywhere. In the backyard we were all on a Mexican villa just talking and attempting to hookah but I had no idea what I was doing with the hookah, it just felt so misplaced. Further in the backyard, it felt like we were all kids that were stuck on a strange island with crazy plants and swings that would just do crazy shit.
I kept on having to stare down at myself to remind myself that I was still all intact since my mind and body were not together. Everything was insanely numb. I couldn't talk at all.
During the comedown, I felt like I needed to put all my pieces in life back together. And with each thing, I needed to think deeply on and thats what I did. I started to think about school life and how horrible it has gotten. People change so dramatically in so little time. I don't know if I have changed, or the people around me have changed or both. I just miss how things used to be. I have gotten closer with new people and have grown further apart with my old friends. I don't even want to be around with some of my old friends for I feel that they're extremely fake to me now. I'm pretty sure I'm just maturing faster than they are, but its pissing me off. What I used to see as mature and intelligent people I now see as stupid little kids who abuse a feeling of unnatural euphoria.
In the end though, shrooms don't even seem like a drug. They're taken to be given as a spiritual method of getting closer with yourself and others. It was great shit.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
10.
Today, I was thinking about how I know almost no one at my school. I see the same people everyday and I wonder what they think about me under first impression. I'm not really open to people like I want to be. I even catch myself mugging people while walking passed them. haha. I want to be friends with everyone! hahah. I'm a chill ass mo'fucka.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
9.
Even though in my last post I posted about my admiration for drugs; I think I'm going to cut down.
The girl I like now is a girl who I rarely talk to anymore. That will change though. We liked each other last year, but things never really worked out. I think she's fucking beautiful, so I'm going to start talking to her again. She doesn't smoke or anything but I don't even care.
Fuck portfolio work shit.
King of the Hill is the best show on TV. Better than South Park and Family Guy.
The girl I like now is a girl who I rarely talk to anymore. That will change though. We liked each other last year, but things never really worked out. I think she's fucking beautiful, so I'm going to start talking to her again. She doesn't smoke or anything but I don't even care.
Fuck portfolio work shit.
King of the Hill is the best show on TV. Better than South Park and Family Guy.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
8.
Maestra! its impossible to listen to grindcore on low volume!
Stoners always end up finding weed no matter what. We just have to remain optimistic.
So, today sucked ass until 6th period when I popped a red scorpion. Everyone thought it was going to be fake, but I chewed up and it hit hard. After school, I was trying to smoke like every time I pop. I didn't ask to go to Mac's house because I heard they just wanted a small group so I didn't bother even asking. Me and Anthony asked Sal if he had weed and he said he was about to go smoke then. We were gonna go until we found out gay people were going. Fuck that. So went on an adventure to find weed while still pretty on. Tried calling mad people but no one answered. So we just chilled around DC for like half an hour until we found 2 ghetto niggas and asked if they had weed. haha. We played the stereotype game right and they said they were on their way to buying dro, so I gave them $20 so we could a dub upon return. I was skeptical as fuck whether to give them the money or not, but I just asked for dudes number just to assure that we would get the weed. So we waited at Taco Bell near Ranch 99 for half an hour and long and behold n/h we got out treez! And we smoked them nugs! And we got high! and now I'm hungry as tits! Fuck you all. I'm high and I fucking love it.
Because I luv drugs! IDGAF.
Stoners always end up finding weed no matter what. We just have to remain optimistic.
So, today sucked ass until 6th period when I popped a red scorpion. Everyone thought it was going to be fake, but I chewed up and it hit hard. After school, I was trying to smoke like every time I pop. I didn't ask to go to Mac's house because I heard they just wanted a small group so I didn't bother even asking. Me and Anthony asked Sal if he had weed and he said he was about to go smoke then. We were gonna go until we found out gay people were going. Fuck that. So went on an adventure to find weed while still pretty on. Tried calling mad people but no one answered. So we just chilled around DC for like half an hour until we found 2 ghetto niggas and asked if they had weed. haha. We played the stereotype game right and they said they were on their way to buying dro, so I gave them $20 so we could a dub upon return. I was skeptical as fuck whether to give them the money or not, but I just asked for dudes number just to assure that we would get the weed. So we waited at Taco Bell near Ranch 99 for half an hour and long and behold n/h we got out treez! And we smoked them nugs! And we got high! and now I'm hungry as tits! Fuck you all. I'm high and I fucking love it.
Because I luv drugs! IDGAF.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
7.
My weekends usually really fail. I rarely ever do anything since I suck at planning things with people. Because of this I'm actually scared for summer. Hopefully, tons of fun shit goes down this summer though.
Octahedron, the new Mars Volta album is coming out on June 23rd. People get ready for me talking about them non-stop again. I really hope this album is better than The Bedlam in Goliath. That was an alright album, but it just got boring after awhile. Also, this year's Outside Land's Music Festival will be having The Mars Volta, which is some great shit. The only bad thing is the headlining bands suck ass. Fuck Dave Matthew's Band and Pearl Jam... the fuck.
Dr. Pepper is great.
Two videos for the fuck of it..
Octahedron, the new Mars Volta album is coming out on June 23rd. People get ready for me talking about them non-stop again. I really hope this album is better than The Bedlam in Goliath. That was an alright album, but it just got boring after awhile. Also, this year's Outside Land's Music Festival will be having The Mars Volta, which is some great shit. The only bad thing is the headlining bands suck ass. Fuck Dave Matthew's Band and Pearl Jam... the fuck.
Dr. Pepper is great.
Two videos for the fuck of it..
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
6.
How many times are they going to make the movie/book where the poor 3rd world country kid wants to go to school but his/her family is too poor/not willing to take them to school? I sound ignorant, but its true. We all know its sad, but damn c'mon now.
I want to go to Spain.
Middle school is the period of time where you're the biggest douche of your life.
Metal has too many fucking sub-genres.
Out.
I want to go to Spain.
Middle school is the period of time where you're the biggest douche of your life.
Metal has too many fucking sub-genres.
Out.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
5.
Currently extremely blazed. I hate when you reach the point of "Extreme Munchies." I just ate a million this in a row- 2 pasta plates, 1 Pepsi, 1 Caprisun, 5 Oreos, and a big ass bowl of Frosted Flakes. Now my stomach hurts like shit.
I miss smoking with just the niggas. N/H. Sorry girls, but you gotta get the fuck out sometimes.
I miss smoking with just the niggas. N/H. Sorry girls, but you gotta get the fuck out sometimes.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
3.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I want happy things, but not in excess or then they become boring things.
I want a record player. Everything sounds so much more crisp and lush on vinyl.
I want a great girlfriend. Everything can become great when you know someone loves you and is always thinking about you.
I want a consistent, reliable drug dealer. Everything becomes magical when as soon as you get money you can splurge on enjoyable items.
I want a pair of Shure headphones. Everything becomes a real life movie when you mix awesome sounds of music with a boring, too realistic lifestyle. Fuck the reality when you can be magically dreaming. Bye fucks.
I want happy things, but not in excess or then they become boring things.
I want a record player. Everything sounds so much more crisp and lush on vinyl.
I want a great girlfriend. Everything can become great when you know someone loves you and is always thinking about you.
I want a consistent, reliable drug dealer. Everything becomes magical when as soon as you get money you can splurge on enjoyable items.
I want a pair of Shure headphones. Everything becomes a real life movie when you mix awesome sounds of music with a boring, too realistic lifestyle. Fuck the reality when you can be magically dreaming. Bye fucks.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
2.
It's been really hot lately and surprisingly I haven't mind it at all. Getting to see girls in super short shorts and dresses makes everything better.
Yesterday was 420 and it started off pretty boring because my bus I was suppose to take to DC Bart never came. Fuck Samtrans. So, I was never got to wake n bake and it was already hot as tits at 7 in the morning. But, while walking to DC Bart I found 5 $1 bills in a row which kills just finding a straight up $5 bill. This made me even happier because it added to the fade, which means more of that wonderful marijuana. So the day went on... had to swim in pe... didn't care because it was hot as fuck. After school blazed a quarter o. Faded as fuck till the morning.
Today, I had to talk to my counselor about how stupid my grades are. I'm failing 3 classes and she told me to cut back smoking them treez! Nahhhh. I thought that was funny how a school counselor just told me to cut back. Shit made me giggle so much, I just might do it.
Yesterday was 420 and it started off pretty boring because my bus I was suppose to take to DC Bart never came. Fuck Samtrans. So, I was never got to wake n bake and it was already hot as tits at 7 in the morning. But, while walking to DC Bart I found 5 $1 bills in a row which kills just finding a straight up $5 bill. This made me even happier because it added to the fade, which means more of that wonderful marijuana. So the day went on... had to swim in pe... didn't care because it was hot as fuck. After school blazed a quarter o. Faded as fuck till the morning.
Today, I had to talk to my counselor about how stupid my grades are. I'm failing 3 classes and she told me to cut back smoking them treez! Nahhhh. I thought that was funny how a school counselor just told me to cut back. Shit made me giggle so much, I just might do it.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
1.
Hello, I'm Andrew. If you're currently reading this shit, thank you. I've been thinking of creating a blog for awhile but I've never ended up wanting to after awhile. Then, I began to have crazy thoughts of what I would write; my subjects excited me. Now right before you is "...wtf am I reading?" the blog about the life and thoughts of a teen who has no idea wtf he is doing. Fuck you if you think this is going to be every other teen blog that sucks ass. It will be great because I am Andrew Fucking Sanchez.
The blog will feature my insight from my thoughts and experiences from smoking a great amount of weed. And when I say great... you know what I'm saying.
First topic: Money and how it affects people.
I thought about this one a few weeks ago while in geometry class. A class where I do nothing but sleep and day dream about life. Which, I think is much more beneficial. Now, we go to school to learn so we can be "successful" in life. In order for yourself to be called a success you have to make a good amount of money. That is the case for most people.
Money is the reason why bands can begin to suck, it can lead to friend problems, family problems, etc.
These are fucking drug-like side effects. Thats weird as fuck to me. Now if I was getting awesome grades I would not give a shit about this. I would make my green and buy my green. ya know? But since I'm pulling shit grades its had me thinking about damn what will I do with my life? I'm so ambitious to be a success. So many people think, "Oh, you're a druggie... you are a giant blemish to society!" and all that shit. I want to be able to show people that I can be a success. I will be doing what I want to do, while you do what your Parents want you to do. Therefore, I believe I am more successful than you will ever be. I am my own self. While, you are a being controlled and stressed out of your mind to be great to your family.
Personally, I really want to be a pharmacist. Not for the free drug purposes. That would be illegal. For awhile now I've been interested in how drugs affect you and your body. I think thats interesting as tits. The $40+ an hr isn't bad either although I really wouldn't mind how much I really made because its what I want to do. Its how I want to show people that I can be a great, hard-working person. I think thats beautiful revenge on the people that thought I would be in an alley way shooting up or some druggie stereotype. Fuck all of you.
The blog will feature my insight from my thoughts and experiences from smoking a great amount of weed. And when I say great... you know what I'm saying.
First topic: Money and how it affects people.
I thought about this one a few weeks ago while in geometry class. A class where I do nothing but sleep and day dream about life. Which, I think is much more beneficial. Now, we go to school to learn so we can be "successful" in life. In order for yourself to be called a success you have to make a good amount of money. That is the case for most people.
Money is the reason why bands can begin to suck, it can lead to friend problems, family problems, etc.
These are fucking drug-like side effects. Thats weird as fuck to me. Now if I was getting awesome grades I would not give a shit about this. I would make my green and buy my green. ya know? But since I'm pulling shit grades its had me thinking about damn what will I do with my life? I'm so ambitious to be a success. So many people think, "Oh, you're a druggie... you are a giant blemish to society!" and all that shit. I want to be able to show people that I can be a success. I will be doing what I want to do, while you do what your Parents want you to do. Therefore, I believe I am more successful than you will ever be. I am my own self. While, you are a being controlled and stressed out of your mind to be great to your family.
Personally, I really want to be a pharmacist. Not for the free drug purposes. That would be illegal. For awhile now I've been interested in how drugs affect you and your body. I think thats interesting as tits. The $40+ an hr isn't bad either although I really wouldn't mind how much I really made because its what I want to do. Its how I want to show people that I can be a great, hard-working person. I think thats beautiful revenge on the people that thought I would be in an alley way shooting up or some druggie stereotype. Fuck all of you.
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